Changes

Wow... It has been a minute but so many things have changed in my life since the year began. God is just taking me through so many things lately sometimes I feel like if I blink I will miss something. A little over a week ago I lost my job and the first thing people tend to ask is "how do you feel" or "what are you going to do now" without thinking that you have already answered these questions in your mind and do not feel the need to speak about them every day like you have nothing else better to do but focus on the negative. That is a sure fire way to allow a situation to take you over. I said to a friend at the beginning of the year that I was going to have a new job in March and my final day at my old one was March 1st. Now I did not know god was going to remove me from that one but hey, if that is what it takes for me to get to where I need to be then so be it. I amready to take the world by storm and I am still getting paid my full pay until the end of next month so hey, it is a vacation before embarking on my new journey. At least that is how I like to look at it anyway. If God did not think I could handle the transition he would not have placed me here so I get up and enjoy my days and move right along. I have also had some things happen in my personal life as well but I am letting him work all of that out as well because it says that he will give us all of the desires of our hearts and I am a firm believer that God wants us to all be happy and that he saves his best for us not the mediocre mess we attach ourselves to so if he takes something away, it doesn't always mean that he will not give it back but if it is something that he has taken away permanately, then it is best for us to just let that go as well. Sometimes God takes things away from us until we are ready to handle them or handle something better so I do not worry about things as I would before I got a better understanding of Gods word but now I am like ok God... Let's get it... I am ready to conquer whatever task it is you have for me right now. If I have to cry then let me cry and wipe my tears away so that I can get right back on the battlefield. Love you all... Until next time... Stay prayerful...